SEIZURE.
Don't ask me what's with the colours, this is just a temporary blogskin .
DETAILS, DETAILS
UPDATE: Currently having a life crisis. But no worries, because tetris cures everything. MATERIAL POSSESSIONS AREN'T IMPORTANT TO ME, ALL THAT MATTERS IS TETRIS.
PRACTISE SAFE SEX.
ADDICTED
HAHAHA I REMOVED THE CBOX! If you have anything to say(if anything at all that is) then tell me in person =)
Friday, December 18, 2009
I finished a whole pack of peanut nougats myself today. Washed down with loads of soda(burp). Seriously going on herbivorous diet tomorrow. All that green stuff. I must stop eating sugar! I think my sugar consumption alone takes up at least 10% of my family's monthly grocery bill. My sister's immense love for all soy products takes up another 10%. Around 40% goes to buying fish and the rest, vegetables and miscellaneous. My mum also loves all those weird herbal berbal stuff. Like how she's drinking some weird rose tea out of the spindly tea-cup now. My idea of a comfort drink on a rainy night is warm black coffee in a sturdy mug with extra sugar, not some mild tea with fussy petals floating on top in a fragile cup.
Anyway, my family's going to my parents' friend's house tomorrow. On Chinese New Years or Christmases, all we've EVER VISITED is them. Like, we've ONLY been to their house, no one else's, because all my family's relatives are in China. It's gotten really boring now going there annually, so everytime a visit crops up, I'll make up some excuse not to go or, if they're coming over, I'll make up some excuse to get myself out of the house for the whole day.
Excuses I've used so far which were all not true:
Going shopping with Anyang
Going swimming with my friends
Going to my teacher's house to celebrate her birthday
Going to the library to do project
Going to band practice
Wriggled out of so many visits, dunno how long I can keep it up. I suppose I should go at least once in a while, for manners' sake. But tomorrow I'm going to the library to do CIP with Maggie and have dinner together afterwards, so, WHATEVER! I always feel bored when I go over. Like all they do is to discuss their extensive wine collection and their son's lousy results. I remember I used to have a crush on him when I was really young(7 years old I guess, we've been visiting the same and only family since I wasn't even born yet till now, can you say pathetic?) because he was really fun and spontaneous. I used to race him around the void deck(and lose spectacularly) and laugh and joke with him and everything. Now that he's older(20 I think?) he looks kinda handsome I suppose but all the fun's been lost now that we've matured. Don't like him anymore(AND he's TAN yucks! Not like my gorgeous porcelain Nickel~). We no longer talk, at all. When they come over, he goes down to the court to play basketball. When we go over, I don't even go lol. Even when I do go, I sit on the sofa politely with my legs crossed and hands folded like how they take the class photograph with my most demure smile and pretend to listen to the adults' conversation with an sincerely interested look on my face while actually daydreaming about what I could eat from the fridge if I were at home. Sheesh I feel like Garfield. Once, his mum commented on how I dress too mature for my age (that was when I was Sec 2) and I looked cross and rolled my eyes at her. Think I've left a bad impression of myself on their whole family. But seriously I don't know what was wrong with me during my lower secondary years. Think I was sooooo excited about entering my teenage years, I tried too hard to look grown-up and ended up looking like a cheap prostitute(my firm opinion). I even wore lipgloss to school one day during Sec 1, which Magdelene declared as gross hahaha! Luckily I'm more relaxed now and can laugh about it. I was SOOO super self-concious about myself previously. Any negative comment about me, no matter how insignificant, and major paranoia kicks in.
Ok whatev enough of my details, going to sleep, it's 0330 in the morning! Night, sweeties~
Friday, December 18, 2009