I hate it when movie credits start rolling, especially when I’m watching the movie in a cinema. During the movie it’s like a fantasy, dream come true, regardless of whether it’s a hilarity or heart-wrencher. It’s like nothing matters as long as the film continues rolling. It’s like all I have to do is to continue grasping on to the silver screen. But when the lights flicker on, when the ending music starts playing, it’s like, game over, goodbye, back to reality with a hard bump. Even when I’m with friends, it feels as if I’ve nowhere to go next, like I’m homeless, like nobody wants me.